plane ticket = bought. i am officially going to 回去美國~ i have way too many feelings to write about so i will just choose the one i feel the most strongly: I JUST PAID OVER $34000NT FOR AN EMAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have never spent so much money on one thing in my life. ahhhhhhhh~~~~~ anyway, its bought and paid for, and i am coming home.

one other prominent emotion i am beginning to feel is excitement. i practically salsa out of bed every morning in preparation for my triumphant return back into the world that is salsa dancing. i can't wait to see my friends. i can already taste the huge plate of bridges barbeque that i know is waiting for me. i CAN'T WAIT to bust through the doors of target. its going to be so nice to be able to breathe when i go outside because nc is NOT AT ALL HOT OR HUMID in comparison to taiwan, and the air is significantly less polluted. i can't wait to hug my family and sleep in my own bed. i am dying to see my friends again and speak rapid-fire slang english to them.

one other thing i am feeling, as stupid as this is...how is my life going to continue without 7-11? i often wonder how my life existed before it. where did i buy things? i know taiwan is just totally on a different system, i mean you are meant to walk everywhere so of course there is a 7-11 on every corner...but, its like i often wonder: how did clubs exist before lady gaga? how did i communicate with people before facebook was invented? how did life exist before 7-11? how will it exist after?





說再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恆往那裡找
再次擁抱...一分...一秒...
都好
(謝謝你，親愛的周杰倫，you've done it again...)